another day off where i stayed snuggly tucked into my bed day dreaming until noon.
by about 4 though i had had enough of internet tv and my inability to do anything productive while in my own house so i threw a load in the washing machine and fled. i drove around aimlessly for a while and then settled down at a starbucks to write.
i had a venti gingersnap latte at about 5 and i am STILL FREAKIN WIRED. if it weren't for my toe i'd be running around in circles. on the upside i actually was dramatically and surprisingly productive today. Lots of writing at Starbucks. A lot of it was self indulgent drivel that i'll spare you but it served its own purpose, shaking things loose and letting me get through the crap and break into some of the good stuff. Once I returned to my basement I called my best friend so she could bully me into doing what needed to be done i.e. applying for a new job, querying agents.
job is applied for and i have queried 3 more agents (the 3 on the list of 10 meg had me come up with last time i called her for some bullying that wanted equeries without sample pages. those were the least stressful to send. one agent wants 50pp and that makes me want to throw up a little bit) now that that is done and it is midnight and i have to be at work at 930 i would really like to slip under the covers and drift into a lovely dream BUT VENTI LATTES ARE THE WORK OF THE DEVIL!!!! -though, had i done so i would have the IM cuzcuz just sent me about Flogging Molly. Course it would have gone to my phone and I would have seen it in the morning- but still.